alhamdulillah - scholarship :)

-bismillah-

assalamualaikum :)

alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah

ditawarkan biasiswa untuk belajar :)

doakan amal ibadah saya lebih baik dari sebelum nih.

resmi padi; makin berisi, makin tunduk

moga hati bersih daripada penyakit2 hati.

dear friends, where ever Allah place me, i cant afford to lose you as my friends.

if i'm going on a wrong way, pull me back full of effort.

if i'm going on a bright way, follow me even with the beat of your heart.

your nods and smiles are all that i cried for, when i cant have you by my side.

who ever will i be in the future, only Allah knows.

you can predict, and so do i.

but we can never tell what has Allah planned for us.

Allah has destined the best for our souls to handle

yet there are circumstances for us to encounter

we cant simply be the best in the blink of the eyes

but one can be when he or she tries

it may take 75 months for me to finish

to come home finally with ease

in holding the big responsibilities

of treating patients and bringing peace

using the skills learned and practices

*haha saya dah mengarut ikut rhyme, kalau kurang faham, direct translation-kan saja dlm bm :) adehh

sekian :] doa2kan segala urusan baik dipermudahkan untuk saya :)

post ke-100!!

:) bismillah-

if before this i've always wrote the previous posts with sad and gloomy mood, now i would like to make this one sweet and engaging enough, just for me :)

how am i, right now at this time of the year 2009?

firstly, alhamdulillah i've recently won this and that. all that i'm hoping for now is may Allah bless, rahmati, meredhai everything single things that He had lent to me. alhamdulillah.

secondly, i promise to myself to be honest and sincere in everyday life (=just like the students' oath!) Ya Allah, do help me in keeping the secrets from others. May i'm always be truthful to everybody. Amin.

thirdly, i want to express that i love my sis7ters (=say seven sisters) so much that i don't think i can live merrily without them by my side. having Mukgu (muna) and Najuu (najee) away had just make me somewhat glum at first. alhamdulillah since now we can all go with the flow. all i'm afraid is just another parting.

forthly, i miss the old times together with all my family members i used to when i was a kid! hahaa it's awkward to admit but i just cannot frankly accept the fact that I AM GETTING 17!! in just another 3 months!! oh la la..

fifthly, i'll pray to Allah to earn His redha so that my parents, family, friends and aquaintances will endorse and approve my thoughts, dreams and actions..because redha Allah is more than the whole things. amin.

that's all for now, specially dedicated to a girl named, nurfarhana binti khalid

SAYANG..

salam semua..
tajuk entry nih x silap, memang sayang.. pun
sayang ada banyak makna
jangan sempitkan kotak pemikiran kita

sebabnya

sayangnya parents pada saya
-depa x bagi pi library esok.. demam saya masih kus2

sayang.. saya tak dapat pi esok
-bila nak siap homework?? nak chit chat dgn kawan2

sayang.. tak leh jumpa kawan2 besties sis7ers esok
-kita jumpa kat ym je x puas :(

sayangnya Allah pada saya
sayangnya Allah bagi saya demam time xleh pose
-bleyh makan ubat :) even grr2..ketar2..sepanjang malam

sayang.. baru saya sedar hikmahnya
-moga tak terlambat
-alhamdulillah

sayang saya to Allah
-alhamdulillah..segala pujian hanya untuk Allah
sayang saya to parents
-terima kasih kerana berjaga malam..dengar adik mengigau2 :D hihi
sayang saya to mak ngasuh & ayah
-mak! ayah!
sayang saya pada sis7ers
-huwaa nk pi esokk
sayang saya pada semua
-doakan pada Allah agar saya sembuh

huuu

sayangnya!!! esok x leh pi library,,
ya Allah, sembuhkanlah penyakit ku ini,,
sabarkanlah aku,, kata nabi, sabar itu sinaran.
hihi smoga saya bersinar2!! =)

p/s: sya ada 4 parents :) alhamdulillah ^_^

..repeated scene in my class..

aduh
perkara yang sama berulang
benda yang terjadi masa saya tulis entry [epal yang tinggi bisakah?]

semoga bukan aku penyebab tertutupnya naungan malaikat di kelas itu. amin

!~sis7ers unite~!

nk ltk gambo..tp cable x jumpa..nanti lorh~
hurmm..td agak dull but not for most of the time..
firstly, baby mira comot x join...
then, the kfc is not open 24-hours
we go back and forth from kfc & pizza sampaikan kna gelak dgn manusia2 mana ntah
adeh
luckily, ashi bagi tumpang
ahaha..menyedihkan bila igt balik
ahahaha ROTFL

sis7ers, bertukar~!

cam ultraman taro plak..ehehe [ke power rangers ahh??]

ya Allah, kami hamba-hambaMu mohon dipermudahkan urusan kami. jadikan pertemuan kami dilimpahi dengan keredhaan-Mu. eratkanlah ukhwah antara kami. =)

Amiin.

yay! ptg nih kita jumpa nohhh!! :D
~~~~~

tired. fed up.

salam

ya Allah.. what a very challenging+tired+annoying day today..
friends are sucks. im the suckest one.
today, the only day in my whole life that i became a very hypocrite person.

alkisah..
my friend (not my sis7ers) asks me about my opinion on somebody.. all i said are the negative things (that are what others think about the person) while my brain interprets the positive things. i said A is B, while my mind translate it to say A is not B.. isk2..such a hypocrite interpretation of me..

next, i kept smiling widely even my heart's cursing a person today. not really a person. people, to be exact. i'm all the way smiling from the morning till after the school. she bosses around even though she is not the class monitor. (she's just a ..... leader where my position is higher but luckily im not really that bossy when it comes to the matter of being 'creative~'). even my class monitor dont boss around like her. who are you, friend?
what i can say is im glad to be her maid today..*hypocrite mode on*
she is such a very daring turtle where i can see i'm chopping off her head when im talking to her..but yet, im hypocrite today, so i will keep smiling and say HI to her tomorrow!
i accept your all brilliant ideas, your second-second-second majesty of 4 sumaiyah.
im not talking about syarifah. seriously.
even others' opinions aren't accepted unless you share the same ulu head.

one more thing that pissed me off today..
about an annoying girl who i have often smiling widely when i met her..
sedap yerk makan nasi cikgu??

after school..another one, asked me about something like this,
"ampasuruhzupujukke?"
huh? i said in blur...
she asked again and again but my brain seems can't interpret the thing she's talking.
*rolled my eyes*
it's about PUM. Persatuan Untuk Masalah-masalah.
what my brain can interpret is like this,
"kau terhegeh-hegeh ke nak jadi pengurus kewangan?"
bley blah.
but the person stop asking me and left me terpinga-pinga, blur, annoyed over her.
hey you, did you want to end up in the padded cells? i can send you there..
ttiba tanya orang soalan x masuk akal. tanjung rambutan durian

hummm.. i dont want to do this anymore
i dont want to be the either way
till my heart is all the sore...
and i think im the dying one...
i dont want to be a hypocrite...

**kalau aku bukan seorang hipokrit, dah tentu.."hey you! get out of this world now!" was what i'll be saying to her..luckily, im hypocrite..

my precious seven

"everything changes gradually when the LONE RANGER slowly crept into the tunnel of life~ (",)"

that's what i put in my shout out box at fenster..
wonder who's the lone ranger is.. :) -is it really me?-

when i think about it,
my life is about to begin.. i had to live on my own, for i had been tagging along my friends before.. but now, i have to all the things on my own..even when i face a problem, no more my two closest friends to give me the solutions.. :) that's me before.. always tagging along them..hehe

today, i think about a thought, which i have always share them with muna.. my other sis7ers are not sekepala in this matter.. :) -kami sekepala ikut lain- ya salamm..hehe. but then, the thought just lay inside my head for nobody suits me on the matter~

when i was in add math. class this afternoon, i think about najee.. she's the one who thought me add math.. tadi, terpaksa lah faham sendiri.. huhu

nevertheless,
my sis7ers are always by my side..
i spilled a bit of my thought which i always share with muna to mira.. as she's the closest to muna.. kami semakin sekepala// -sayangi perut anda setiap hari~~ vitagen-

nampaknya, najee pun sudah dicover aisyah.. td add math dia ajarkan..hehe makacih -ya...salam-

like what aisyah has said before, may our friendship lasts for long..
sis7ers the best-est~! sbb semua seagull..ahaha