Oh kasut

- bismillah -

Before i started working last year, i went to GPO and managed to buy 2 skechers at a price of 1, or less than 1. I wore them alternately days and nights for one year. No issues. The designs are formal, not too sporty, and of black and navy blue in color.

Until i masuk my 4th posting, the specialist told my chief that he noticed houseman wearing blue shoes that he isn't happy with it.

I feel terrible, as if i was the one wearing pink / flourescent colour shoes with funky design!

I dont know. I hope i can keep positive thought on him.
He just came back from a long holiday.
But some things just dont really change.

Do more, push harder

- bismillah -

I think i have give more. But no, it was not enough.

I have to fight the fear of doing wrong,
I have to push myself to conquer the  imperfection.

People commenting me physically, without knowing i have never have issues with my physical built, until they mention it.

I missed my own self, who is carefree and careful, happy and cheerful, like i was in the previous posting.

Ortho should be good. I should allow my self to like it. I should open the door for every chance and potential.

Push yourself harder. Do more.

Sleeping at 2am, is just not enough.

Do more, for the sake of yourself. Not to be recognised, not to be known.

Do more. Pls, do more.

Ps. Damn, this is a feeling that you  are just not good enough.

Ibu ayah yg bersengkang mata

- bismillah -

Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih mak ayah. Terima kasih atas segalanya. Terima kasih.

T_T

Semoga Allah mengganjari ibu ayah, aku dan keluargaku dengan syurga.

Hari ni first on call ortho, hujan, mak ayah hantar senja2. Semoga sentiasa dlm jagaan Allah.