Ortho moments

- bismillah -

Yesterday was one longed awaited day, an elective ot day. I barely had chance for elot. Even there was once given previously but suddenly my friend just seized the chance. Well, kinda disappointed but i believe in Allah's plan.

And yesterday i was given paeds elective ot. With mo and specialist who i am comfortable with. All three of us are females ♥️

What i respect my surgeon is she always say bismillah, loudly, for everything she did. Even scrubbing. Did u ever said bismillah when scrubbing? 😥

And the fact that this might be my last chance in OT, so i enjoyed every moment very much. I found that it was more relaxing than before.

As for today, might be my last day in ortho clinic. Staff nurses are amazingly friendly today, even though we had most of patients today since the last week patients are forwarded to today after few days of raya break. My kind mo (khsk) sat in front of me, helping me with discussion of cases that i saw in clinic. And all my patients are wonderful. Some even wished me selamat hari raya. May Allah bless them all with good health.

Above all, i thank Allah for everything. May i would be able to finish everything in its best. Because the end is the ultimate value of everything.

May Allah bless me, always. Amiin.

Ramadan 30

- bismillah -

Alhamdulillah. Allah izin mengecapi ramadan hingga hari ini.

Sesungguhnya, apabila kita meminta yg terbaik, maka apa yang Allah beri itulah yang terbaik untuk kita. Malah, Allah sentiasa memberikan kebaikan kepada hamba-Nya walaupun kita tak minta.

Allah maha kaya, Allah maha berkuasa.

Alhamdulillah tahun ni Allah izin jadi tahun kedua beraya sebagai pekerja. Allah izin hidupkan malam2 tertentu dengan pekerjaan.

Semoga, Allah izinkan karierku sebagai amal soleh.

Farhana, sentiasa lah tuntun diri kau menjadi mukmin.
Hati mu. Lidahmu. Jasadmu.
Ketika ramai dan seorang diri.
Jadilah muslimah mukminah,
Dont settle for the less.
And do build high hopes.
Ada di sana mukmin muslim yg Allah redha,
Semoga kita diredhai dengan keberkatan perkahwinan.

Yes i do think about getting married as my age increasing hahaha.

But i know, marriage in never the only ultimate aim for my life in this world.

Married Asiyah, the wife of firaun, only find peace and eternal hope in Allah.

"Oh Allah, build me near You a house in the heaven." her doa is recorded in the eternal script of Quran.

A wealthy, powerful husband isnt everything .

Allah is my only source of love, the only key to the best of my life, now and hereafter.

Ya Tuhan kami, kurniakan lah kepada kami, dalam kalangan pasangan dan anak2 kami, sebgai penyejuk mata, dan jadikan lah kami sebagai pemimpin bagi orang yang bertaqwa.

Semoga Allah berikan the best of the world and akhirat to me, and all of us.