- bismillah -
Alhamdulillah. Lagi 6 minggu berbaki utk habis ho in shaa Allah.
Hohoho.
Tau x that feeling as if time passed by too fast 😂
SubhanAllah.
Next week one of my friends akan masuk kerja untuk new intake. So she asked me some advices.
Well, it reminded me of my own self dulu... I pm every senior i can for their words. Haha.
One of those advices, take good care of your parents and family. Live the present state with mindfulness. Sebab nanti lps masuk kerja dah tak sempat dahh 😂😂😂 well at least awal2 tu la, lama2 dah merasa la nikmat cuti and bila stamina dah tinggi, kita tak akan mudah collapse la even balik post call tidur sekejap je.
Another advice is, begin with the end in mind. Sebab apa kita mulakan sesuatu, mesti setkan kenapa dan kat mana nak berakhir. Cari the strongest reason. Sebab bila masuk kerja ni, akan sentiasa dibisik rasa nak resign (hahaha true story), so cari lah reasons to keep moving.
Cari juga hobi, aktiviti untuk brain dump. Segala banyak benda berlaku, cari satu aktiviti utk lepaskan / lupakan.
Untuk saya, menulis di blog / diary is my way of destressing. Most of my posts are my brain dump. Things i said to myself (monologue), enabling me to help see bigger picture and straighten thinking.
I also advise her about importance of emotional intelligence. I am emotional, but alhamdulillah there were times that i was proud of myself for not being reactive with those around me. One of my achievement was when a makcik scold me, but i managed to reply softly to her eventho my heart bengkek hahahaha... And amazingly after her pain eases, she talked to me way moreeee soft than what i replied her before. So yeah. That memory remained, and my source of catalyst to keep me grounded and reminded to take care of things logically and not emotionally alone.
Well, speaking of emotions, during housemanship, you'll be tested with every kind of emotions existed hahaha. You'll be exposed to wide array of emotions. And that can be within one same day, like u find yourself moody in the morning because ur patients still slept while u need to examine them, later be elated during ward round with funny specialist, then be succumed to teara when one of ur patients collapsed suddenly and didnt make it. And go back home hangry (hunger and angry). Those emotions will surely affect you and everyone around you. Thats why i think it's very important to be prepared mentally and emotionally before starting housemanship.
Wah my brain dump dah panjang. Tengah tunggu nak scaling gigi sebenarnya ni haha.
Oklah lets end here. Pasal scaling ni pun i have so many things to bawangkan. Xpelah. Rugi space dekat blog ja.
Anyway, may Allah ease my journey.
Semoga sentiasa dlm jagaan Allah.
Semoga yang tak baik tu, dijauhkan, dan semoga setiap kebaikan dipermudahkan.
Amiin.
