Alhamdulillah, still here, literally and virtually.
2025 had been great alhamdulillah.
Completed hospital postings for my 2nd year post graduate study, had a blast of celebrations for raya with family, we even went to bertam water park and stayed at the resort. During that time, i was preparing for my CKT exam, which means that bringing laptop to the water park and didnt get wet at all hahahaha. Rezeki bila our family of 13 was offered suite because our prebooked rooms were not available. So i spent the night studying cpg inside a premium hotel suite T_T with presence of everyone of my family... Alhamdulillah. May Allah bless.
Dengan izin Allah, CKT passed. I remember that the day when the result was out, i was with my parents at kl sentral waiting for my sis to fetch us. I spent the next day treating my sister breakfast at klcc (her workplace) and later had a me time at kinokuniya. Used to do the same activity previously after spm. Alhamdulillah.
Then, i was transfered to primary care clinic after 2 years spent in hospital.
I didnt get the closest to home, but i pray for the best and Allah gave me one at 48km away. Hehe. Allah allow me to have more me time when driving. I once imagined working there (hospital setting) but it turns out that Allah has better plan. Also magically (due to their technical issues) working with few familiar supportive colleagues.
Of course, i have only written the good and happy things. Those were what i want to remember. Hehe.
As for the challenges, pray may Allah always guide me to go through them. May Allah make me among His beloved servants.
Ps.
At age of 32, masih tak kawen, i still worry about "being tak pandai", "not being excellent", being judged for inadequate knowledge, etc 😂 masih dihantui exam aherheher...
Doakan saya berjaya dunia akhirat. Itulah concern saya.
😍 Kawen ke tak, asalkan berjaya dunia akhirat dan diredhai Allah. Amiin.
Alhamdulillah for 2025,
Bismillah for 2026.