Friday, July 20, 2018

Mengadap boss

Hari ni kena hantar surat.

A review,
B tulis round s/b,
C amik darah.

A punya pasal, B dengan C kena. Lps tu A suruh B mengaku salah. A memang senior yang teruk. Luckily dia dah nak keluar department. Semoga dia kena benam banyak2 dalam posting depan. Urmmmm.

Sunday, June 24, 2018

The truth and the reality are there, hidden

- bismillah -

It's been a long time since i can sit down and write something here.

In this life, we do not know:
- we would live up to what age?
- how is our future self?
- what kind of ujian would we face?
- who would we meet and live together?
- when would we be parted from our loved ones...?

Thinking tomorrow is myb just our last day in life... Until proven otherwise.

Oh Allah, never left me alone in this heartbreaking temporary world.

I just want Your eternal jannah. Pls grant me in with my loved ones. Amiin.

Friday, June 22, 2018

Takpalah, jaga berkat

Dr tanya kenapa xda ldh, xda amylase...

I can just make up the values... High value and get the diagnosis straight away.

But i wont lie, i wont cheat.

Hence i receive a lecture and dissappointing look from my dr. "u have no logic" kinda impression.

Oh Allah, may i ask for Jannah to replace this broken piece of ending...

Allahumma ighfirli.

(the values were not there because the first person seeing it doesnt take it in the first place. So... If i got "no logic" later then i'll be just like that... So alhamdulillah for getting "no logic" now so that i may not repeat the mistake later...)

اللهمّ اجعلني لسان صدق في الآخرين واجعلني من ورثة جنّة النّعيم

Monday, June 18, 2018

Ujian

Sesungguhnya, kehadiran antara kita ialah satu ujian.

Sesungguhnya, aku mahu menjaga keberkatan,
Aku mahu menjaga tawakkalku pada Tuhan,
Aku mahu menjaga setiap doa dan harapan.

Jika baik, untuk dunia dan akhiratku, maka akan dipermudahkan.

"alhamdulillah, anakku punya sandaran (pada Tuhan)," kata ibuku.

Semoga, hidup dan mati ini diredhai Allah.

Monday, May 21, 2018

4 days to go...

- bismillah -

Alhamdulillah... Allah maha besar. Pejam celik, lagi 4 hari untuk saya exam end of posting... Bermakna lagi 4 hari untuk habis bulan ketiga... In shaa Allah.

Doakan, penutup nya adalah kebaikan :)

Semoga Allah berkati saya.

Semoga pekerjaan ini bukan menzalimi diri sendiri atau sesiapa.

Terima kasih Allah atas segalanya. Terima kasih atas segala persepsi, layanan, teguran, ceramah dan tunjuk ajar yang Kau izinkan berlaku.

Sesungguhnya, tiada daya dan upaya melainkan dengan pertolongan Allah.

Thursday, April 19, 2018

Senyum

Allah akan ganti yang lebih baik, asalkan kita redha dengan apa yg kita 'hilang' / tak dapat capai.

🌸

Thursday, April 5, 2018

In action

- bismillah -

Today, is a full day alhamdulillah. My patients that i've been following them since admission have been discharged today. I am happy that i was a part of their healing journey.

Everyday, is an opportunity to learn and to challenge ourselves. Today, one of my bedbound patient suddenly developed calfs pain which tender on palpation, mild dizziness and sob. She was very tachypneic. However noted lungs are relatively clear, afebrile eventhough warm on touch. I took her blood 😂 it was the most challenging event to take blood from pt with query sepsis/PE.

PE and septic work up
Portable cxray
ECG

Balik umah cek blood ix, everything was negative for both PE and sepsis.

Haha. So tadi was a pretest from Allah for me to get ready for my 1st oncall.

Then where was the source of 156bpm heartbeat with febrile feeling without elevation in temperature.
🤔🤔🤔

Dr senyum je bila almost sejam baru dapat blood. Dr baru tau saya 1st poster. Hehehehe. I've done my best. My friends pun done their best in helping me and the patient.

Semoga esok lebih baik.
Amiin.

Ps. Tadi dr H medical tegur, aku ingat hang... Hehehe alhamdulillah... Bersalah jugak la tak perkenalkan diri pernah jadi student elektif.. Sbb risau dr tak ingat. Hewhew. So tak konpiden.

Anyway, doakan yang baik2...

Semoga Allah izin farhana jadi dr yg kompeten. Amiin.

Ps2. Haaa lupa. Haritu dah merasa bagging sambil berlari ke OT utk patient yang perforated GU. Hewhew. Drama sangattt.

Mengadap boss

Hari ni kena hantar surat. A review, B tulis round s/b, C amik darah. A punya pasal, B dengan C kena. Lps tu A suruh B mengaku salah. A ...