Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Doa sebelum masuk kerja

- bismillah -

Bagaimana menjadi ikhlas? Supaya hati senang dan lapang. Walau seharian membanting tulang. Supaya walau datang dugaan masih mampu mengukir senyuman.

Bagaimana menjadi matang? Supaya terhapus angan2 palsu, membuat penilaian tidak terburu-buru. Biar tindakan keanak-anakan yang lain tidak menjadi perkara besar. Biar ketidakhirauan yang lain tidak mengguris. Asalkan letak diri di tempat yang mahu.

Tak apalah...
Buatlah kerja sendiri...
Allah tahu...
Keep going...

Mungkin itu monolog2 yang perlu?

Carilah berkat dalam pekerjaan.
Carilah rahmat dan pertolongan Tuhan.

Your vibe attracts your tribe.
Law of attraction.

Positif lah.
Doa lah.

Semoga beroleh pekerjaan terbaik, di tempat terbaik, dalam kalangan colleagues terbaik
Untuk kebaikan diri dan org sekeliling, di dunia dan akhirat.

Amiin.

رب انزلني منزلا مباركا وانت خير المنزلين

رب ادخلني مدخل صدق واخرجني مخرج صدق واجعل لي من لدنك سلطانا نصيرا

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Parallel us

- bismillah -

Ajaib.

Kita berpijak di lantai yang sama,
Berteduh di bawah bumbung yang satu,
Namun tidak ditakdirkan bertemu.

Mungkin pertemuan kedua hanyalah akan membawa duka.

Mungkin supaya lantai dan bumbung itu terus kukuh bukan kerana pertemuan kita.

Mungkin, dua dunia ini berlainan cerita, walau berkongsi setting yang sama.

Semoga kompas terus jujur menunjuk ke utara tanpa bias, walau setelah suatu masa bertamu tiba.

Semoga kekal dalam petunjuk.

Lakukanlah segalanya mengikut asalnya niat,
Berpijak di lantai itu, berteduh di bawah bumbung itu,
hanya untuk yang Memberi Petunjuk.

Lillah.

Ironically indeed, two parallel lines never meet.

Takpa, tak rugi, selagi destinasinya Lillah.

Saturday, December 9, 2017

Bila kita akan kembali

Hanya pada Allah tempat kita bergantung.

Jika ditakdirkan kita hilang segalanya dalam dunia ini, atau kita yang menghilang, maka harta dunia hanya tinggal terbiar atau dipindah milik, nama yang baik menjadi sebutan, rumah yang besar dilanda kekosongan, saudara mara yang pergi ditinggalkan.

Rumah dan isinya bukan utk dibawa ke alam sana. Berapa banyak sudah rumah2 agam suatu masa lalu kini terbiar tanpa penghuni setelah kematian beberapa generasi pemilik.

Tinggalkanlah.
Usah risau.

Segalanya akan menjadi lipatan sejarah buat yang masih ada.

Kerana akhirnya, hidup yang sebenar dan abadi adalah di alam sana.

Friday, December 8, 2017

To Mrs A-I & L-R

- bismillah -

Alhamdulillah. If i have only 2 bff, now all my bff are all married! Haha.

We are of the same age, but i learnt a lot from them, in terms of life lessons.

They are well read and educated in shaa Allah.
The piles of books about marriage, parenting, household economy and income are as high as the medicine textbooks...they read them all for years before they are married.

😂 i too struggled for years, but to just finish the trilogy book by ust hasrizal.

I believe, Allah has been so kind to bestow upon them a partner who can ease their path, calm their turbulent days, weep their tears... Because recently, their 'hardship' seems unbearable (to me)...may Allah ease.

I love both of you.
I treasure all the words of support, the walks we took in search of food, the rain we redah in search of knowledge, the sleepless nights of cooking for rumah terbuka, the testing of new recipes and the salt dramas...haha..the everything, either ones we did openly or secretly..

May you have better memories ahead with respective partners.

P.s.
I'm waiting for my astronout, currently is landing in the uranus planet...heh (pluto isnt a planet~)

Sunday, December 3, 2017

Kenduri at kampung

- bismillah -

Alhamdulillah. This afternoon i attended 3 weddings with my beloved father. My mom had to stay at home since she can barely move around easily after the hip surgery.

The 3 events were kampung kenduri-s, so you can expect no hired caterers there, only villagers working as crews for the events. They cooked, they served, did the dishes and everything to make a succesful kenduri. Some of them are distant family members of the bride/groom or might just be anybody living within the same village. Usually the immediate family members will not join the crews but instead dress up with same color/tone as the bride/groom to greet and thanked the guests.

The atmosphere was different to be compared with a wedding held at a local hall/community places. You could clearly hear those chit chats from behind and around you, if mak cik bawang is around, or there will be a deejay in charge to make everything loud and happening. Plus there were no cutlery sounds at all haha since we all eat with our right hand.

Not to forget the earth we were standing on is muddy if it rained days before the kenduri, that it splashed to your baju kurung and the shoes you're wearing.

Going home after three kenduri with full tummy and dirt stained sarong was truly an amazing experience.

alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah :)