alhamdulillah for His love and care

- bismillah -

Last thursday, it was raining heavily in the afternoon when i was sitting in the consultation room at a clinic desa, seeing a patient. Every thursday there would be one doctor dispatched from main clinic to the rural clinic to go see patients there. Suddenly my phone rang. It was my mom. I picked up the phone after i asked for excuse from my patient.

"Hello adik, hujan ni... Boleh keluar makan ka? Nak mak ayah hantar makanan dak?" My mom offered to buy me lunch since they were nearby. They were just going home from visiting my nenek.

I was so touched. I am grateful for their love and care over me. Alhamdulillah. I felt so loved that i want to write it in here so that this moment and memory will last, at least in writing, and may the gratefulness and the loves shown will be last till Jannah amiin.

I am thankful to Allah for giving me love and care with my parents and family members. May Allah bless us all and gather us all in Jannah amiin.

❤️

And today, my parents drive and keep me company for my car service maintenance at Alor Setar. I booked the earliest schedule since the centre told me it cant be any later, so as early as 7am we had to depart from our home to alor setar. My father drove his car while i drove mine with my mom. Later we went for breakfast by one of the stalls nearby at mergong, then went inside tesco for their toilet hehe, and the rest of the time just waited inside the car at the parking lot. Haha. That is the power of love from my parents. They sacrificed their time, and everything for their children. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah for our time, money, health and soul granted from Allah to be spent on good things. I can never repay them, i pray may Allah grant both my parents with Jannatul Firdaus the highest heaven amiin.

And remember that if we want to 'give' anything, start giving to our family.

May Allah bless us all with His endless love and mercy. Amiin.

SubhanAllah

Alhamdulillah

Astaghfirullah

bengkel implanon

- bismillah -

Alhamdulillah. This morning i attended a workshop on implanon, organised by my local health authorities (JKN & PKD).

I am thankful for our state FMS who have help to train us about this.

And i am thankful i am chosen to attend. Alhamdulillah for the chance of learning.

Step by step, little by little, learning how to live a good doctor life. Few months back i was still clueless about what and how KK doctors should be doing...

Being in KK, i sense that i'm more involved with community, being exposed to true color and state of our citizens, not just their health status but also about their economic and social life. 

Well, being in MCH means, u also have to think and educate about contraception, apart from antenatal check ups. Contraception is important for one's health and economic status. For example, I cannot allow an unemployed mother with uncontrolled blood pressure and blood sugar, already with 6 children, to have another child the next year post current pregnancy! Haha.

Today course held at KK bumbung biru. It's only 5 mins from my home hahaha (compared to my working clinic is 25mins away). So biasalah bila makin dekat ni, makin lambat sampai hahahahaha.

Bad habit 😅

Anyway, i reached there past 5 mins. The FMS has started his lecture but luckily it's still in the first page hahahahaha. I secured my seat straight away and pay attention to the lecture.

Lama dah rasa tak buat gimmick mcm tu lol. Ampunnn.

Anyway, i survived the lecture without any yawn, no thought drifting, no doodling etc (thanks to my adrenaline rush in the first place for being late lol). All attention up hehe.

Later on my clinic boss arrived. Hehehehe. U know that feeling, like boss like employee gitu 🤣 lambattt.

Then we proceeded to hands on session. 

My friend injected LA. Then patient tanya, very anxiously, "tangan saya hilang ke doktor?"

Hahaha. I can just sengih dalam mask. Lps tu FMS pun terlepas gelak sekali haha. Then he explained la, that numbness is the effect of LA given. 

Hahahaah. Serius la puan....

Well, panjang pulak. Urm, the purpose of this blog entry is:

"So far your insertion is the best!" - FMS yg supervise me

Alhamdulillah.

I am happy. I am grateful. May Allah grant me better chances and continuous flow of teachings and guidances in the future too amiin.

May Allah grant us all with His Jannah.

That is the ultimate place of happiness. 

Alhamdulillah. Seronok tengok FMS sharing their experiences, teaching us skills especially communication skills with patients, etc.

Doakan semoga farhana jadi doktor pakar yang cemerlang dunia akhirat amiin.

Ps. Tq dr. Lama dah saya tak dapat jadi / buat sesuatu yg 'the best'. Last maybe masa sekolah? Haha. Sejak masuk medical school, i think everything i did was 'mediocre' or 'average' 'asal lulus cukup' hahaha😅😂🤣 depress gak la dulu awai2 lulss.

Pss. Catatan utk kenangan farhana pada masa depan ketika dah lupa haha. Chin up, do what u love, love what u do.