Alhamdulillah. Currently 1 and half months working in new workplace, which is klinik kesihatan.
Yesterday i went to talk with my ym (who one was not happy with me taking few annual leaves).
I explained to her, i never took any leave during my floating mo phase in previous workplace, i explained to her that i also didnt take any leave upon lapor diri (other people took few days off for adjustment after transfer), i explained to her that i have 40+ days of annual leaves to finish before my contract ends in February next year, i clearly told her that i took 5 days off during september, of which are not more than 3 consecutive days.
She told me she was also like me, rarely took leaves during housemanship, never took leaves during floating, and started to finish her annual leaves later when she came to klinik kesihatan. Sounds empathic right?
But no. I dont feel it.
But, i know she care for my daily clinical exposure, and she advised me not to take 15 consecutive days of leave (Hell, who did it? It wasnt me. Why are you targetting me? - these were my monologue) - she care about my critical allowance (the allowance yg dulu gomen nak tarik then kasi balik lepas our union minta revised). Thanks to covid pandemic making them realised how critical mo kontrak are.
Fyi, taking leaves for 15 days per months memang la tak dapat allowance.
Anyway, i'm satisfied i've told her everything i need to say. I've met the higher boss earlier, and she is just fine for me to take up to 6 days of leaves per month.
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For my 5 days september leaves justifications,
1 day - to go to main PKD office to settle my govuc email application (my kerani told me to go there by myself to fill the form, and i met my ppk there fetching surat and everything, so apa guna kerani and ppk tu when they can pass the form to me in the clinic?)
3 days - resting
1 day - my dermato appointment day
I write here because nobody cares about it and i have to explain to my own self that i am not the problematic fella who refuse to go to work and taking multiple leaves.
Stay true to yourself farhana. U know what your are doing. Sometimes, i just dont need to explain to rest and to be happy. Just do it.
#sabarye
#semoga Allah buka jalan terbaik amiin
