- bismillah -
Alhamdulillah... Segala puji bagi Allah. Tiada daya dan upaya melainkan dengan izin Allah.
Saya dah mula seminggu berkerja di wad. So far so good, banyak benda belajar hari2.
Masa medical school,
Org yg ada suspected GI bleed, next step ialah reassess bla bla bla sampailah buat scope utk investigate.
Tapi lps masuk kerja, bila sebut scope ni kita tak terhenti di situ ja, tp lps dr plan utk scope, kita kena buat form consent dan checklist. Haha. So it's more to technical issue la utk bergelut awal2 nih.
Colleagues, alhamdulillah diorang pun byk tunjuk contoh yg baik. Very helpful. Dgn syarat jgn la pi kacau depa waktu depa tak okay haha.
Bila tgk balik, Allah atur dan izin utk ikut elektif di medical ward dulu masa belajar, walaupun plan asal mintak dept lain tapi tak dapat. Byk yg angels waktu tu ajar saya.
And on my first day pun dah tolong turun clerk dekat ED. Haha. I cant believe in what happened too. Tapi alhamdulillah, pakcik tu dah selamat Discharge kemarin lps 5 hari di hospital. My first patient yg i treat (with the team la).
And met the angel there. Recognised me. Surprisingly.
And to think again, bila kita ajar dan turunkan ilmu dkt orang lain, best kan bila pahala sentiasa mengalir. Sekarang, nak pasang branula, teringat cikgu2 yg ajar, nak isi form pun, teringat cikgu2 yg ajar. Alhamdulillah.
Sampai semalam ada kakak tu cakap, dia pun baru la jugak, "kakak kesian dkt farhana, 1st poster dh kena buat macam2. Kakak dulu 1st poster senior2 semua ajar tau."
Then i just realised, i learnt most of the things masa elektif dulu. So masa masuk kali ni, mungkin ada clue sikit2 walau tak semua, tp bukan total clueless la. Dan dr2 mo and specialist pun supporting in their own way.
As long as" i choose to do it", not with the attitude of "i have to do it", in shaa Allah rasa ringan sikit la utk buat apa2. Lagipun, utk buat benda yg kita xpernah buat, ialah utk keluar dari comfort zone... And keluar dari comfort zone bukanlah perkara mudah.
So, my record in my 1st week ialah:
- hantar lab form, tp tak cop & sign. Haha lols. Kawan yg tlg turun lab copkan.
- hantar gsh, tp tak tulis diagnosa (sbb tak perasan dan 'tak faham' word tu hahahah #bajet). Turun pi blood bank utk tulis. Takpa saya tak kisah byk jalan, asalkan jgn reject the sample hahaha.
- request blood for the first time, berjaya! Lgpun mmg my patient (my 1st patient tu la) tachypneic pun, symptomatic anemia. Rezeki pak cik tu.
- hantar blood 1st time, 3x cucuk, rejected sbb clotted. Kesian pakcik tu huhuhuhu.
- rasa excited tgk lab result darah yg kita amik sendiri dan nama sendiri form dia utk another patient. Yeay, blood not rejected. Yeay, branula dia berfungsi walaupun masa pasang tu menitik2 darah. Sorii uncle. Hihu.
- my patients and their family bade me goodbye bila diorang dah discharge
- ada patient LO, may Allah bless his soul
- masuk scope room, belajar dilute ubat. Rasa teruja sbb boleh sedarkan patient lps bagi flumazenil. "ni kamu, pi teman mak cik kat luar nu, elderly patient ni mudah collapse" ttba rasa aku ni boleh diharap jugak eh hahaha. Actually pernah bawak tok ke scope, so i treat the elderly lady like my tok laa...
Anyway, my hypothesis so far is that the definitive treatment for any elderly is TLC, tender loving care. You'll be surprised how even an ADL dependent suddenly sitting down on the bed and greeting you good morning sambil baca newspaper. 😂 malam sblum tu dressing kaw kaw punya sampai pakcik tu insaf dan dia pun start tunjuk effort utk jaga luka dia... Hehe. Dan ada pakcik yg start feeling well lps masuk scope.. Hehe padahal itu investigation, bukan ada treat apa2 pun utk dia. Hehe. My TLC hypothesis seems accepted right...
Doakan, diberkati segalanya. :)
