i forgive me 2

- bismillah -

New update from the previous post.

[07/09 21:10] ‪
+60 1x-711xxxx‬: Ok sure

[07/09 21:10]
‪+60 1x-711xxxx‬: It's ok

I swear that this is the best reply i've ever get.

Alhamdulillah.

Farhana, the next time somebody else does ask for you forgiveness or did a careless mistake to you,

Please consider how you reply them. Pls consider to be okay with people admitting their mistake.

Because you have received the chance once, and you should always return the favor, even if it is to somebody else.

Haaaa. Now i can sleep well.
😌😌😌

i forgive me

- bismillah -

I made a mistake. Or maybe more than one.

I didnt feel good about it. I kept quiet the whole evening. I let the time passed just by playing a drawing game on the phone.

I flee from the problem.

I bought 9 new books at 50% discounts online.

But it still didnt make me feel good. The game couldnt make me feel good. The books arent here yet. Simply denying, and, running away from the consequences of making mistake, are mistakes too.

I just make another wrong steps above the damage done.

...

Until i took some time to reflect.

I have to face it. I have to admit my mistake, and deal with the aftermatch.

I took my phone, and assertively send message to the person involved. I told her about it.

And i feel good now.

Even without receiving any reply nor bluetick yet.

I have released it, the regret and frustration. I allowed my self to make mistake and admit it. And i hope, sending her the message is one of the big step of the value of responsibility.

I hope, i can be more responsible next time.

This is a lesson about time management, determination, assertiveness, and giving myself chance to make mistake, that i learnt the unexpected way, with money, chance and trust.

It is okay.

But i must improve.

And more self reflects.

The mistake is not okay, but nobody is okay all the time, no?

Since it's not okay, that a mistake is always a mistake, i have to forgive myself. Forgive, not denying it.

Have you make a serious mistake before and ran away from it?
Well, has it been solved now? Huhu.
Solve it today, it gives you long term happiness and freedom, not just like what you feel after winning a mobile game.

"Happiness is a problem." - Mark Manson