My 26th birthday

Bismillah.

Alhamdulillah. It's been almost a week since my 26th birthday.

I'm glad that this year, marked my 1 year of working in this road-not-taken field of housemanship. Alhamdulillah for everything.

And today, i manage to bring my parents for a short holiday by the beach. It feels different. Suddenly i feel i am that one capable woman. Hahahaha
(altho most of the time i always feel like i have never contribute enough for people around me, most of the time i am the one spoilt child who doesnt want to help around the house.) hurm.

Anyway, may Allah ease every good thing. One year older means one year closer to the day i will return to Him; my death.

May Allah forgive me, and may Allah grant me the success and happiness of both the world and hereafter.

Amiin.

Past

- bismillah -

Orang kata jangan hidup dalam kenangan lama. Tapi, kenangan lama yang menghidupkan aku.

Merindui masjid nuh qudhoh, masjid universiti yarmouk. Alhamdulillah, direzekikan dapat solat semua waktu di situ. Termasuklah tarawih. Alhamdulillah.

Solitude gives me happiness and contentment. Solitude makes me closer to Allah. Solitude makes me interacts with new strangers.

Thank you Allah for everything. If i am leading to the wrong way, kindly guide me. Kindly put me under your mercy and care.

Make me better than my past, not any worsen. Grant me back my beloved quran which was always in my heart once... T_T

Jangan risau jika belum bernikah

- bismillah -

Allah always give us good things. For us to reflect, to be grateful, and to fear Him.

He knows. And Allah tak zalimi hamba-Nya. Tapi manusia yang menzalimi diri sendiri.

Today encounter a patient who has bad social history. To think again, ya Allah lindungilah aku dan kawan2ku dan zuriat keturunanku daripada hidup macam my patient tu. Allah. Segala puji bagi Allah yang menjaga dan melindung kita selama ini. Thank you for not putting me into her situations.

Kesimpulannya, jangan menilai dari luaran. Berapa ramai gadis dan teruna yang sudah tiada kesucian diri. Berapa ramai yang sudah lali dengan pergaulan bebas.

Ya Allah, selamatkanlah aku.

Somehow i start praying i want to be a married mommy for my children. Oh Allah pls take good care of me and my friends.

Semoga direzekikan jodoh yang beriman dan beramal soleh.

Sesungguhnya lebih baik membujang daripada bernikah dengan orang yang salah memilih jalan hidup.

Sesungguhnya, rasa berdosa, kesal dan taubat itu akan tercabut dari jiwa apabila sudah berulang kali melakukan maksiat.

Semoga Allah pelihara kita. Amiin.