Thursday, April 19, 2018


Allah akan ganti yang lebih baik, asalkan kita redha dengan apa yg kita 'hilang' / tak dapat capai.


Thursday, April 5, 2018

In action

- bismillah -

Today, is a full day alhamdulillah. My patients that i've been following them since admission have been discharged today. I am happy that i was a part of their healing journey.

Everyday, is an opportunity to learn and to challenge ourselves. Today, one of my bedbound patient suddenly developed calfs pain which tender on palpation, mild dizziness and sob. She was very tachypneic. However noted lungs are relatively clear, afebrile eventhough warm on touch. I took her blood 😂 it was the most challenging event to take blood from pt with query sepsis/PE.

PE and septic work up
Portable cxray

Balik umah cek blood ix, everything was negative for both PE and sepsis.

Haha. So tadi was a pretest from Allah for me to get ready for my 1st oncall.

Then where was the source of 156bpm heartbeat with febrile feeling without elevation in temperature.

Dr senyum je bila almost sejam baru dapat blood. Dr baru tau saya 1st poster. Hehehehe. I've done my best. My friends pun done their best in helping me and the patient.

Semoga esok lebih baik.

Ps. Tadi dr H medical tegur, aku ingat hang... Hehehe alhamdulillah... Bersalah jugak la tak perkenalkan diri pernah jadi student elektif.. Sbb risau dr tak ingat. Hewhew. So tak konpiden.

Anyway, doakan yang baik2...

Semoga Allah izin farhana jadi dr yg kompeten. Amiin.

Ps2. Haaa lupa. Haritu dah merasa bagging sambil berlari ke OT utk patient yang perforated GU. Hewhew. Drama sangattt.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Semoga Allah lindung farhana selalu

- bismillah -

Tidak akan menimpa kami, melainkan apa yang telah tertulis kepada kami.

Quite disappointed today to have mess things up in front of my mentor, however, that's all poops from my colleagues. Two of them just dont join the round, leaving me and a kakak who dont really talk/presenting anything, to present to the dr. Some of the cases are well known to me, but the rest are quite vague.

Lessons learnt are that:
Settle my own job first,
Dont listen/talk/interact to one who left poops everywhere,

I just dont want to talk to that person tomorrrow.

"Hey, lets practice presenting",

Remember me to reply with something not so good to the ear to her tomorrow.

Selfish people. I'll be more selfish than u towards u.

Hello paeds!

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