Saturday, March 25, 2017

Mind reset

- bismillah -

1. It has been quite a while.

2. Sekarang saya di tahun 6 MBBS di sebuah univ di jordan, rotation terakhir iaitu elective posting, di medical department di sebuah hospital di malaysia.

3. Dalam masa 39 hari lagi, bakal menduduki final exam, MCQ dan viva, untuk paediatrics, surgery, internal medicine, obs & gyne. selama 20 hari.

4. Dalam masa 23 hari lagi, akan pulang semula ke jordan.

5. Dalam masa 17 hari lagi, akan tamat elektif. Dan pada minggu terakhir itu ada evaluation. Mungkin Allah nak hadiahkan persediaan viva.

6. I need to organise supaya things dont get messed up.

7. Perkara yang saya tak boleh nak susun berapa hari lagi ialah:
- Bila saya nak kahwin?
- Bila tarikh kembali kepada Allah?

8. Selama 3 minggu elektif ni, saya tengok (benda yg nampak je lah) dan sempat merasa (superficially) bagaimana kehidupan seorang doktor. Baik HO, MO mahupun specialist, semua mereka ada cabaran masing2.

9. Saya tak rasa orang biasa mampu bersabar dengan kehidupan ini.

10. Saya berpeluang bertemu doktor2 yang sangat baik dan menerima dengan baik kehadiran 'adik' ini. Dan ajaibnya, kerja mereka juga cekap, pantas, mudah. Sebagaimana mereka 'memimpin' saya, begitulah lebihnya Allah memimpin mereka pula.

11. Perkara sebaliknya pula berlaku kepada yang sebaliknya. Mungkin kebetulan. Tapi Allah dah janji, setiap kebaikan pasti akan dibalas kebaikan, oleh Tuhan.

12. Tiada orang akan memimpin tangan kita jika sesat, jika ada maka itu ialah bonus. Tiada orang akan mampu memperdulikan orang lain jika diri sendiri tidak terurus, jika ada maka itu bonus.

13. Respek kepada mereka2 yang banyak memberi, despite they themselves dehydrated, drained. I learnt a lot.

14. Sesungguhnya, mendapat working environment yang baik adalah anugerah. Jadilah tenaga positif dan tariklah positif juga. Terangkan wad yang suram itu. Bantu specialist, mudahkan kerja mo, maka itulah nilai kerja seorang ho...

15. Niat Lillah, supaya tidak hanya mendapat lelah.

16. Semoga Allah pertemukan saya dengan kebaikan.

17. Ada doktor nasihatkan gunakan peluang ini untuk persediaan menjadi HO, ada doktor nasihatkan hanya tumpukan untuk tumpu persediaan final exam.

18. Saya percaya, Allah sentiasa ada dan tak pernah tinggalkan saya sorang2. Mungkin, kesibukan di wad medical sekarang ialah hikmah dan hadiah sebagai persediaan untuk peperiksaan dan kehidupan saya selepas grad juga.

19. Jika difikirkan kembali, lebih baik saya syukuri peluang sekarang, peluang 'bekerja' dan lalui kehidupan seorang 'HO celup'. Siapa sangka saya dapat peluang ini, walaupun belum menggenggam sijil tapi sudah dapat 'berkhidmat'?

20. Dan pada masa yang sama, prepare untuk final exam.

21. Siapa tahu, tarikh2 di atas hanyalah perancangan?

22. Dapat, sudah lalui, sebelum dijemput Tuhan.

23. Alhamdulillah.

24. As for now, i gain what i have dreamt off before. Parents fetching me from hospital negeri, to take history from old patients, to make friends, and to live a grateful life....alhamdulillah.

25. Lulus atau bagaimana peperiksaan nanti, semuanya Allah sudah tulis. Yakinlah, berdoalah. Berusahalah. Semoga Allah mudahkan. Semoga Allah redha. Semoga Allah berkati.

26. Jangan bersedih. Segalanya adalah milik Allah. Minta dari Dia.

27. Di mana letaknya kamu? Sungguh saya tak tahu...

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Sacrifice

- bismillah -

Blogging while waiting for my friend. Currently @SR to celebrate her bday!

This morning in the hospital, i was surprised by an early morning angel...or angels. They were post call housemen who were from other wards but came to T5 ward helping around to take blood samples which due morning. I was surprised... Arent they tired of their own call?

Here comes my friend. Till then bye!

Saturday, March 18, 2017

I have no idea

- bismillah -

Liku perjalanan yang seterusnya...
Entah bagaimana lagi liku2 sebelum bertemu dengan yang tercipta

Yg melapangkan hati
Yg menenangkan gelisah
Yg susun atur hidupnya dlm jagaan Tuhan
Sepenuhnya dia tabah dan taat
Ikhlas dan bermanfaat buat sekeliling
Hidup, bukan semata untuk dirinya
Yang ikhlas di dunia kerana mencari syurga di akhirat
T.T
Wujud, tp belum tentu tahu diciptakan utk siapa...

Ah, pemuda cantik hanya sebenarnya al-quran yg menemani kamu hingga ke kubur!

But i believe in Allah's mercy to accept our doa...and to answer them the best possible!

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Kind

- bismillah -

Dalam dunia ni, ada banyak jenis orang.
Dalam banyak2 orang yg baik, ada macam2 jenis baik.

Benarlah janji Allah.

Yang baik utk yg baik.
Yg baik sekerat jalan, rugilah dia.
Takkan habis kebaikan dlm dunia ni.
Sorang yg baik pergi, banyak lagi yg baik datang.

Cuma yang Allah nk tengok ialah kita ni... Diri sendiri... Baik ke?

Kalau baik, istiqamah ke?

Kalau istiqamah, ikhlas ke?

Jawablah sendiri...
Tak mudah nak memenuhi kehendak diri, sometimes i wonder i nak apa sebenarnya dlm hidup ni?

Luckily Allah never tired to respond to my endless doa...
Merindui Tuhanku...yang sentiasa ada di sisiku...

T.T emo tengah2 bulan
15/3/17

Oh Allah pls grant me the best of everything in the life and hereafter. amiin.

Saturday, March 11, 2017

Lessons from pharaohs' stories

- Bismillah -

There was a new and latest discovery of Ramses II statue. I read the article from natgeo just now. Here in this post i just want to relate with what has been there written in the Quran:

From chapter 10, verse 90:

And We took the Children of Israel across the sea, and Pharaoh and his soldiers pursued them in tyranny and enmity until, when drowning overtook him, he (pharaoh) said, "I believe that there is no deity except that in whom the Children of Israel believe, and I am of the Muslims."

The next verse 91 read:

Now? And you had disobeyed [Him] before and were of the corrupters?

And 92:

So today We will save you in body that you may be to those who succeed you a sign. And indeed, many among the people, of Our signs, are heedless.

Well, besides the well preserved and mummified pharaohs, i believe that those statues/clues found day by day are signs from Allah.

Almost everybody in the world know about egyptian civilisation and stories about pharaohs. Because Allah has promised to make 'him' stay/remain intact, as Allah's sign for us the recent people to learn from pharaoh(s) actions.

He, pharaoh, (i personally dont know which one or all), as stated in Quran, declare himself as god. In the bible it is stated that ramses worship re, the god sun. Be it however the stories are, what i want to clarify is, pharaoh has been living his life disobeying Allah and rejected Moses (prophet Musa) teaching and faith. But when he was about to drown after chasing moses and his followers, he declare that he believes in Allah, and declare that he is muslim (in arabic, muslim means to be in purely submission to Allah). BUT HELL NO. Allah rejected his 'words of faith' because it was wayyy tooo late.

And Allah wants us to learn from this story.

Submit to Allah, He is the one and the only god to worship, He is the creator of this whole world, and prophet Muhammad is the last messenger.

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http://news.nationalgeographic.com/2017/03/egypt-pharaoh-ramses-statue-discovered-cairo/

Massive Statue of Ancient Egyptian Pharaoh Found in City Slum

The unearthed pieces are made of quartzite and may depict one of Egypt's most famous rulers.

By Sarah Gibbens

PUBLISHED MARCH 10, 2017

Archaeologists from Egypt and Germany have discovered the remains of an ancient Egyptian statue they believe could depict one of history's most famous rulers.

The likeness of what may be Pharaoh Ramses II was found submerged in groundwater in a Cairo slum.

"We found the bust of the statue and the lower part of the head and now we removed the head and we found the crown and the right ear and a fragment of the right eye," Khaled al-Anani, Egypt's antiquities minister, told Reuters.

The 26-foot statue is made of quartzite and could be up to 3,000 years old. The Antiquities Ministry in Egypt is hailing the discovery as significant. The remains lack an inscription bearing the pharaoh's name, but the discovery's proximity to a temple devoted to Ramses suggest the statue is of his likeness, the ministry says.

A limestone statue of Pharaoh Seti II, the grandson of Ramses II, was also found at the site.

The discovery was made by a joint effort between Egypt's Ministry of Antiquities and researchers from the University of Leipzig. A rising water table, industrial waste, and piling rubble have made excavation of the ancient site difficult.

A quartzite colossus possibly of Ramses II and limestone bust of Seti II are seen after they were discovered at the ancient Heliopolis archaeological site in Matareya area in Cairo, Egypt on March 9, 2017. The statues were found in parts in the vicinity of the King Ramses II temple in the ancient city Heliopolis, also known as Oun, by a German-Egyptian archaeological mission.

A quartzite colossus possibly of Ramses II and limestone bust of Seti II are seen after they were discovered at the ancient Heliopolis archaeological site in Matareya area in Cairo.

Ramses II is one of the ancient world's most famous leaders. He ruled Egypt from 1279 to 1213 B.C., making his 60-year-long-rule one of the longest in ancient Egypt. His military exploits expanded Egypt's reach as far east as modern Syria and as far south as modern Sudan.

The growth and prosperity seen in Egypt at the time earned him the title "Ramses the Great."

Excavation will continue in Cairo and, if the remaining pieces can restore the statue, it will be erected at the Grand Egyptian Museum, which is set to open in 2018.

The neighborhood in which the statue was discovered is in the eastern part of the city and was built over the ancient city of Heliopolis. The city was so named because it served as the center of worship for the ancient Egyptian sun god Re.

Ramses was a chief worshiper of Re. He commissioned a number of temples in Heliopolis to be built for worshipping the sun god.

It's also believed Ramses II may have been the pharaoh from the biblical Book of Exodus from whom Moses demanded the release of his people.

In 2006, archaeologists discovered one of the largest sun temples in Cairo under a marketplace. It was found to house a number of statues of Ramses II weighing as much as five tons. One such statue depicted the pharaoh seated and wearing a leopard's skin, indicating that he might have served as a high priest of Re when the temple was built.

Much of what was once Heliopolis is now covered with residential buildings. Researchers believe many more remains of the ancient world lie hidden under the wider city of Cairo.

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