Saturday, October 18, 2014

If i cant find any happiness, at least it is in my name...

- bismillah -

Astaghfirullah. Astaghfirullah. Astaghfirullah. 

Apabila seorang muslim ditimpa ujian, itu tanda Allah mahu mengampunkan dosanya. Juga sebagai tanda dia telah banyak buat dosa, maka ujian itu boleh jadi juga balasan untuknya. 

Secara fizikal, sakit ialah ujian. 
Secara rohani, manefestasi ujian pada emosi dan iman. 

Everything was smooth and perfect for me. 

Not until i got herpes zoster at such a young age, which indicates a weak immunity. 

And some works undone. 

Some meetings cant be attended due to health concerns. 

Some house chores procastinated. 

Some cliques back bitting. Which i dont even know not until they ask for apologizes. 

Some new ikhtilat here and there. 

Some tasks entrusted to others instead of me. 

Some fiqh classes missed. 

Tears flown everyday. 

Everything just went wrong. I cant get what i want just like i used to before. 

Seriously this is what i think how adult transition is. I can no longer be a spoiled child who shows emotions easily. 

I hope i have the courage to bear all these without tears. 

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