SPM's getting nearer. tensions arise. friendships loosen. in fact, almost every relationship tested. one get selfish, the other get paranoid. everybody wants to succeed. sometimes we want it so much that we tend to ignore such matters concerning everyday life. what i mean is that we feel quite lazy to do house chores such as cleaning and washing and so on. my mom used to ask me a favour, but i turned out to be giving a lot of excuses that she went upset. oh no that's sinful.
oh spm. oh Allah, help me.
now i realise. no matter how crucial the spm is, my iman is far more important. my relationships with friends and acquaintances. i must keep everything in correct place.
yep, dunia ini sangat penat. nak rehat? di akhirat sana lah :)
sometime, living my life is like the life of a football star (i happened to watch tv3 last night on goal II : living dreams)
whenever we are on top of everything, everybody loves us.
whenever we achieve something, everybody want the share.
and vice versa.
so, spm result is in the qada' and qadar. support those who need our shoulder to cry, and support those who need our happiness to cheerish their joy. i know, everything can happen according to Allah's will. and where ever or whoever we are after spm, Allah is here in our heart. i know, i use the word here instead of there. who cares about grammar anyway? because we know where is Allah in our life.
lastly, a quote from my friends, "there is nothing more important than mardhatiLLAH"
~the below matter is lagha~ haha
Hijjaz - Lukisan Alam
Hidup tidak selalunya indah
Langit tak selalu cerah
Suram malam tak berbintang
Itulah lukisan alam
(Begitu aturan Tuhan)
Jadilah rumput nan lemah lembut
Tak luruh dipukul ribut
Bagai karang di dasar lautan
Tak terusik dilanda badai
Dalam suka hitunglah kesyukuranmu
Dalam senang awasi kealfaanmu
Setitis derita melanda
Usah mengharapkan ke segalanya
Dalam perjuangan penuh pengorbanan
Usah dendam berpanjangan
Maafkan kesalahan insan
(Begitu ajaran Tuhan)
HasbiRabbi jalallahu Ya Allah
Dalam diam taburkanlah baktimu
Dalam tenang buangkanlah amarahmu
Suburkanlah sifat sabar
(Di) dalam jiwamu itu
ya, dlm hidup budak 17 tahun ni, spm la badainya :)