Friday, March 26, 2010

itu bukan ego


 quoted from slot usrah tadi,
"itu bukan ego, itu prinsip diri"

ya..farhana, jangan risau dengan tentang perkara pening itu~ kamu patut bangga dengan prinsip diri. ya! jgn mengalah farhana dengan makhluk abstrak itu~
kuat, kamu!

act, saya nk gtau, kalau anda dah pegang satu prinsip, jangan patah balik. jangan runtuhkan pegangan itu. walau menyusahkan, walau merunsingkan, walau menyepikan (haha), harapkan hikmah daripada Allah.
'semoga apa yang aku lakukan ini akan diberi hidayah + hikmah + rahmat daripada Allah'

ya Allah, aku mohon segala yang terbaik daripada-Mu! amiin :)

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

sampai pun

this is you,
written by me.

birds flying,
clouds disappearing,

i'm departing,
but you are blocking.

i look in your eyes,
i see those cries.

the symptoms seem to persist,
why in the earth does such person exists?

when is it the time to stop?
to find my missing blue flip-flop.

once made me high,
once made me cried...

it ticks in head,
thinking about that life mistakes.

i said that you are wrong,
you ignored it singing a song.

a tune of life you play,
on stages of drama full of replays.

i watched you there,
and now you are here.

i said you are bad,
you reply with a glad!

i said that you are weird,
but you seemed to be in tears!

i'm glad,
that i'm back.
i'm glad,
that you are sacked.
i'm glad,
that we are flat

i'm glad,
really that glad!

long time no updating ^^


it has been a long time! :)

hi there~ salam.
uh oh! just now i realise that my last post [about the photoshoot~~] was dated back in 3rd of march. it has been quite a long term of inupdated,,

well, in the past 22 days back started from today, i've been through long, exciting and full of joy journey :)

actually, i have been spending all my school breaks which started from 12-21 march 2010 doing outdoors activities. in other words, i spent no days with my family at all, and that is something new for me to endure. (maybe next year would going to be the same, insyaAllah). so, 10-day-holiday spent NOT in perlis, but in sarawak and selangor (shah alam or shah kelam, my bro said once)..
so, let me do my recounts :-)

- 12/3/2010 -
departs to KLIA-LCCT with the school bus, together with my other 27 friends and 5 teachers. i happened to catch a glimpse of unexpected event, that is an accident on the PLUS highway in a rainy situation which involved a lorry transporting newly-launched blue boxs of fishes (YES, it's overturned and the fishes are scattered on the road!) and five more cars, i guess. oh~

- 13/3/2010 -
arrive at the LCCT exactly at 2.00 am. walked and waited inside the building with sleepy head + reddening eyes with blurry vission (because of tai* mata~) and not to forget my not-so-small luggage (yet it's considered as smaller by my friends~ ) and the clinging red kipling bag~ lalalla.
at 7.25am in the morning, after long exhausted hours of waiting (i dont even sleep in that morning since  the arrival) i departed to KUC, kuching~

turned to have my sleepy head back while in the plane. "please2, dont fall asleep yet. i must see the take off view. the view of the land from sky when leaving. ..zzZzz oops!...i forced open my eyes to see the stewardess demonstrating safety guidances~ (oh, lama rupanya masa yg diambil sblum btoi2 bertolak)

"flight attendants be seated for take off!" the capten called out. suddenly i found that 'oh, i'm really flying in the sky~ alhamdulillah. *this is my first time daaa

naik~~ naik~~ crossing the layer of clouds. it's so NICE. i said to myself, 'oh, this is how it looks like above the clouds! nice, white with nothing to be an eyesore'
subhanAllah :) somehow, i take that 'so, maybe in the artics things are just the same, windy + gases + white + no impurities to stain the view..

i fell asleep..zzZzz..Z..

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

photoshoot.indoor.outdoor~ :)

alhamdulillah. thank you ALLAH. thank you Mak. thank you Ayah. thank you Cikgu. thank you Cikgu (1 + 3 - 1) minus one because she's not so helping~

i've been into a photoshoot!

it's great to have some nice, good & unpredictable moments^^
after a long day of school hours~
after being buried in pile of homeworks & notes,
after coping with tiring days full of challenges and certain mind-broken riddles of ideas~
after what have my certain quite troublesome friends had done to me..
before i realised that Allah knows about these days i've been endured
and even after all witty things happening in school + extra classes + tuition classes + home, :)
plus my sudden i-dont-want-to erratic change of mood and heart feeling~ ;)

Allah treats me into a photoshoot..lalalla~ may this life is blessed for all the time~

haha tu saja nak share :)
-it isnt wrong to be thrilled, right? as long as i dont go jumping here and there telling every passerby about my nice evening activities :D..haha! thanks to.. blogging.

doakan kejayaan saya dunia dan akhirat!

satu untuk di kongsi lagi,
"siapa yang menginginkan kehidupan akhirat, maka baginya bahagian kehidupan dunia dan akhirat. tetapi barang siapa yang hanya menginginkan kehidupan dunia saja, maka sikit sahaja bahagian dunia untuknya, bahkan di akhirat dia mendapat azab yang pedih." -nau'zubillah min dzalik-


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