Thursday, March 5, 2009

zeles?! ble bla~


"Classes. Homework. Special projects. Even for students who have no health problems to think about, it's hard to stay on top of schoolwork sometimes."
i hate it when i'm not on top of sth. especially when everybody does! i hate it when i dont finish my homework neatly on-time, when i think about my dark past, when i lost my important time because of others (i'm being too kind to others [[itsar yang x kena pada tempat]]), i hate to think about ostolia as they had too much opportunities around them~ ...

lately, i have encountered with jealousy..not over me, but others..
  1. a friend told about her problem. she's facing a kinda jealousy act from her other friend. her other friend was jealous on her over her active participation in almost everything..[well, who knows she'll be a high-achiever??] =). she was all the day worried and kinda messy in her mind, so she asked me for some advices.. what can i say is, "kau masuk lagi banyak pertandingan, biarlah orang yg dengki tu makin membara~!" ahhaha..what a very brilliant sadism~
  2. what more ahh??
  3. haa... my closest friend once told me about a girl who was jealous over her.. well, my friend is kinda easygoing person who can fit into any situation easily~ so, she has a lot of friends, wide circle of friends that also consist of boys.. hurmm.. the girl was jealous over her for being 'too close' [is that so??] with the girl's secret yet nonsense admire~~~ oh, come on.. that's sucks.
hurmm..wonder why do people always been jealous over somebody else??
dont they got everything enough in this world..?
is that the word 'enough' isn't just enough??
what am i going to say is,
i hate my self when i was jealous with others!


  1. *tries to raise one eyebrow* *fails*
    dengki xpa... jgn jadi hasad sudah la~

    er ... ak skrg rsa nk bunuh budak kecik yang bcakap dgn abang ak tu~ hahaa dah msuk hasad dah tu~ x ptut btul ak nih.. tsk3.. *shakes head*

  2. lalalalalalal~
    sj nk menyemak...

  3. *raise one eybrow without failing*
    ahaha.. macam2 jenis dengki ada..
    esk2..x patut ''-_-',,


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