Wednesday, February 18, 2009

tired. fed up.

salam

ya Allah.. what a very challenging+tired+annoying day today..
friends are sucks. im the suckest one.
today, the only day in my whole life that i became a very hypocrite person.

alkisah..
my friend (not my sis7ers) asks me about my opinion on somebody.. all i said are the negative things (that are what others think about the person) while my brain interprets the positive things. i said A is B, while my mind translate it to say A is not B.. isk2..such a hypocrite interpretation of me..

next, i kept smiling widely even my heart's cursing a person today. not really a person. people, to be exact. i'm all the way smiling from the morning till after the school. she bosses around even though she is not the class monitor. (she's just a ..... leader where my position is higher but luckily im not really that bossy when it comes to the matter of being 'creative~'). even my class monitor dont boss around like her. who are you, friend?
what i can say is im glad to be her maid today..*hypocrite mode on*
she is such a very daring turtle where i can see i'm chopping off her head when im talking to her..but yet, im hypocrite today, so i will keep smiling and say HI to her tomorrow!
i accept your all brilliant ideas, your second-second-second majesty of 4 sumaiyah.
im not talking about syarifah. seriously.
even others' opinions aren't accepted unless you share the same ulu head.

one more thing that pissed me off today..
about an annoying girl who i have often smiling widely when i met her..
sedap yerk makan nasi cikgu??

after school..another one, asked me about something like this,
"ampasuruhzupujukke?"
huh? i said in blur...
she asked again and again but my brain seems can't interpret the thing she's talking.
*rolled my eyes*
it's about PUM. Persatuan Untuk Masalah-masalah.
what my brain can interpret is like this,
"kau terhegeh-hegeh ke nak jadi pengurus kewangan?"
bley blah.
but the person stop asking me and left me terpinga-pinga, blur, annoyed over her.
hey you, did you want to end up in the padded cells? i can send you there..
ttiba tanya orang soalan x masuk akal. tanjung rambutan durian

hummm.. i dont want to do this anymore
i dont want to be the either way
till my heart is all the sore...
and i think im the dying one...
i dont want to be a hypocrite...

**kalau aku bukan seorang hipokrit, dah tentu.."hey you! get out of this world now!" was what i'll be saying to her..luckily, im hypocrite..

3 comments:

  1. slm...
    hipokrit yg baik(ye ke?)...
    utk tdk "mengecilkan" hati dorg...
    tah la...
    cek tatau~


    dorg wat hal lg ke...?
    huhhuu...
    wlupn tatau sgt tp km rsa cm tau...
    hu~
    ayat bdk fenin...
    btw...
    sape la bdk betuah 2 yea(yg lbey2 sgt 2)...
    hu~

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  2. salam
    aisyah,
    hari nih dah tau crita sbenar..
    yang berhormat Zuhairah (kami x knal pon~) nk jadik pengurus kewangan dgn tiba2..
    si hegeh nih tetiba ja nk pegang duit kot..
    kempunan agaknya
    -ada aku kisah?-
    alasannya, saya budak pure science..so x reti nk buat akaun..Yang Hegeh, adakah kamu cukup cekap?? kalu camtu, wat lah akaun debit kredit PUM.. saya x kesah~
    tapi pelik, masa undi aritu kalah..x sedar ke? act, saya pun x nak jawatan nih..saya hanya insan biasa..x terer acount juga x hegeh seperti kamu~
    hurmm..kalu YH Zuhairah ada di sini..come talk to me screen to screen..

    aisyah, arinih pengurus BESAR nk jumpa ampa..
    nak suruh wat logo "innovation global"
    selamat bekerja keras~!

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  3. slm...
    frhana...
    apa da jd kt cls kita ri nie...?
    huru hara je jd...

    alamak!
    abis la aku!!
    tidaaaaak!!!

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