Wednesday, February 25, 2009

chess mssps

hehe..alhamdulillah
abes pun..
how tired to think again when i was strugling to play with time..no proper lunch, not-so fresh mind & body.. isk2
alhamdulillah..and tomorrow, my life gonna be back to normal~
uh oh! chemistry + physics will be waiting for me tomorrow~~ ahaha..uuuuu
apa lagi yer..

hurm..about my ranking in the tournement....hehe but not the top 10rs.. uuuuu
i got only 4 & a half point..huhu..first time masuk camni lahh
overall, 4 wins, 2 lose and 1 draw game...
alhamdulillah
=)
check this out.. #14 tu lah saya..
based on what i've heard just now at the prize giving ceremony,
an important guest said, "follow this, L-love E-enjoy P-proud S-sincere, in everything single thing you are doing"
gals, i'm glad that i really enjoy this tournement..i met friends from all over perlis..most of all are my former acquaintances... :)
i got the chance to improve my thinking skill..
i learnt to be calm before doing moves..
diminishing my mistakes & carelessness..

apa2 pun, alhamdulillah..tahniah pada yg menang~!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

tired. fed up.

salam

ya Allah.. what a very challenging+tired+annoying day today..
friends are sucks. im the suckest one.
today, the only day in my whole life that i became a very hypocrite person.

alkisah..
my friend (not my sis7ers) asks me about my opinion on somebody.. all i said are the negative things (that are what others think about the person) while my brain interprets the positive things. i said A is B, while my mind translate it to say A is not B.. isk2..such a hypocrite interpretation of me..

next, i kept smiling widely even my heart's cursing a person today. not really a person. people, to be exact. i'm all the way smiling from the morning till after the school. she bosses around even though she is not the class monitor. (she's just a ..... leader where my position is higher but luckily im not really that bossy when it comes to the matter of being 'creative~'). even my class monitor dont boss around like her. who are you, friend?
what i can say is im glad to be her maid today..*hypocrite mode on*
she is such a very daring turtle where i can see i'm chopping off her head when im talking to her..but yet, im hypocrite today, so i will keep smiling and say HI to her tomorrow!
i accept your all brilliant ideas, your second-second-second majesty of 4 sumaiyah.
im not talking about syarifah. seriously.
even others' opinions aren't accepted unless you share the same ulu head.

one more thing that pissed me off today..
about an annoying girl who i have often smiling widely when i met her..
sedap yerk makan nasi cikgu??

after school..another one, asked me about something like this,
"ampasuruhzupujukke?"
huh? i said in blur...
she asked again and again but my brain seems can't interpret the thing she's talking.
*rolled my eyes*
it's about PUM. Persatuan Untuk Masalah-masalah.
what my brain can interpret is like this,
"kau terhegeh-hegeh ke nak jadi pengurus kewangan?"
bley blah.
but the person stop asking me and left me terpinga-pinga, blur, annoyed over her.
hey you, did you want to end up in the padded cells? i can send you there..
ttiba tanya orang soalan x masuk akal. tanjung rambutan durian

hummm.. i dont want to do this anymore
i dont want to be the either way
till my heart is all the sore...
and i think im the dying one...
i dont want to be a hypocrite...

**kalau aku bukan seorang hipokrit, dah tentu.."hey you! get out of this world now!" was what i'll be saying to her..luckily, im hypocrite..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i'm sixteen, and in love!

alhamdulillah..dah genap 15 tahun aku hidup..
banyaknya garam yg aku dah telan..jangan nanti tua dapat darah tinggi sudahlah -_-..
tapi, kalu nak ikutkan, x semua 15s (org umur 15 taun) ada pengalaman yang sama byak..
aku masih x cukup pengalaman bab public speaking...yaa salam.
x macam mereka2 di australia sana~ kan aisyah??

skang dah masuk group sixteens..huu..
tadi baca paper about a 16s girl kat europe sana.. banyak sungguh faa'il kpada anaknya..na'uzubillah.. what i am going to say is she looks older than her age.. at first, i think she's in her 20s..ya salam..
gals, how am i look like??
uuuuu no coment please.

♥_♥
apa kes aku letak tajuk in love tu?
kes seagull.
im in love with add math. tadi dating dah kena penangannya~ love's stroke~~
..cinta fasa ke-3 quadratic function. fuuh.. sempoi. setiap saat dan ketika aku memikirkanmu add math :) x tipu! skang nih tgh piker camna nk approach my love~~~
sabtu nih date lagi! ♥_♥

ms seagull nk chow..salam

Monday, February 16, 2009

my precious seven

"everything changes gradually when the LONE RANGER slowly crept into the tunnel of life~ (",)"

that's what i put in my shout out box at fenster..
wonder who's the lone ranger is.. :) -is it really me?-

when i think about it,
my life is about to begin.. i had to live on my own, for i had been tagging along my friends before.. but now, i have to all the things on my own..even when i face a problem, no more my two closest friends to give me the solutions.. :) that's me before.. always tagging along them..hehe

today, i think about a thought, which i have always share them with muna.. my other sis7ers are not sekepala in this matter.. :) -kami sekepala ikut lain- ya salamm..hehe. but then, the thought just lay inside my head for nobody suits me on the matter~

when i was in add math. class this afternoon, i think about najee.. she's the one who thought me add math.. tadi, terpaksa lah faham sendiri.. huhu

nevertheless,
my sis7ers are always by my side..
i spilled a bit of my thought which i always share with muna to mira.. as she's the closest to muna.. kami semakin sekepala// -sayangi perut anda setiap hari~~ vitagen-

nampaknya, najee pun sudah dicover aisyah.. td add math dia ajarkan..hehe makacih -ya...salam-

like what aisyah has said before, may our friendship lasts for long..
sis7ers the best-est~! sbb semua seagull..ahaha

Saturday, February 7, 2009

epal yg tinggi, bisakah?

Wahai diriku... Wanita ibarat epal. Epal yg x berkualiti...amat mudah diperolehi kerana ia berguguran ditanah... Tapi epal yg tak mampu dibeli, ia berada di puncak. Susah dipetik, susah di gapai. Terkadang epal itu risau, kenapalah diriku belum dipetik. Lantas ia merendahkan martabatnya dan menggugurkan diri menyembah tanah.
Sedangkan ia sebenarnya telah ALLAH jadikan
begitu tinggi martabatnya. Sebenarnya..epal itu terlalu tinggi... elok sifatnya... sehinggakan tiada siapa yg berani memetiknya. Hanya pemuda yg benar2 hebat sahaja bisa memperolehinya... Mungkin bukan di dunia... tp mungkin di akhirat? Biarlah jodohnya bukan di dunia... asalkan cinta ILAHI mengiringinya...tak semestinya dipetik di taman dunia rite? Tp lebih bermakna bile ALLAH
mengarahkan hamba yg disayanginya
utk memetik di taman akhirat kelak

friends, sis7ers..
jagalah kwnmu yg lemah ini..
juga kawan2 yang lain..
dalam kelas sudah ada maksiat.. sabda Nabi, "siapa yg melihat kemungkaran maka cegahlah dengan tangan, jika tidak mampu, cegahlah dgn lidahnya, jika tidak mampu lagi, cegahlah dengan hati..sesungguhnya, mencegah dengan hati adalah selemah-lemah iman"
semoga malaikat2 masih sudi masuk ke kelas tu..bukan saja di sekolah..tuition juga..
aku yg lemah hanya jadik pemerhati..semoga tidak termasuk. Amin
ya Allah, kuatkan aku

seandainya aku hampir terjerumus, sedarkan aku
hanya sahabat2 yg mampu menolong
guru2 hanya membimbing
ibu bapa memberi kepercayaan..
sehinggakan tadi, aku skip eng class, they still dont mind..as long as i dont really do the bad things..
imagine, if i betrayed my parents trust -go somewhere..a/setar~ ukur jalan di kangar, cek kebesihan toilets~ jaga kaunter bus~-.. like faSIhah said, we just can do it..tapi, alhamdulillah, iman yg menjaga kita.. tak sanggup aku menghancurkan kepercayaan parents..T_T sedyhnya..anak2 ku nanti bagaimana??

Allah menghantarku ke sekolah agama
untuk apa?
untuk laksanakan amar ma'ruf nahi munkar
tak sanggup aku melepaskan amanah Allah ini
amanah Allah untuk kita kepada mereka~
tapi aku masih lemah
hanya mampu memerhati, mengulas, membenci, menaip entry blog ini..

esok tuition lagi..
x suka tuition
rasanya daki kehidupan dari situ telah tercalit
banyak termengumpat, banyak memori x berguna terisi dlm kepala, banyak panahan syaitan
semoga aku kuat

way to Paradise~!!

Friday, February 6, 2009

friendships. sis7ers

sis7ers

"friends forever", we promised.
"together till the end."
we did everything with each other
you are my best friends

when i was sad, you were by my side
when i was scared, you felt my fear,
you are my best support
if i needed you, you were there.

we are the greatest friends
we always knew what to say
we made everything seems better.
as long as we had each other,
everything would be okay.

but somehow along the line,
we slowly come apart.
i was here, you were there
but you'll always be in my heart

things were changing,
our cheerful music reversed its tune,
it was like having salt without pepper,
a sun without its moon.

suddenly we were miles apart,
seven different people, with least the same
it was as if we hadn't been friends;
although we know deep in out seven hearts,
neither one of us is to be blame.

we had made many new friends
and luckily, they are all kind.
but that didn't change the hurt-
the loss of our friendships made us cry

as we grow older, things must change
but they don't always have to end.
eventhough it it different now,
you sis7ers always be my friends.
...
-Phyllis Lin + Mr Touch Up bin Edit

act, this poem come across when i was in form 1..from chicken soup's book..*don't really remember the exact title...

copy pasted + some touch up :)

tanggal 6 feb 2009

salam

today, 6/2/2009, written in my life that i'll be come apart with my bestest friend..
when i reverse to my 'archive' memories, i still remember how i met her for the first time..at langkawi although we are not really that close just like now
Allah stated that i would be her room mate that time..
hadn't meet her
until form 1, i met her again..
continue to form 2 sumaiyah..
3 sumaiyah =) sweet memories at 'port belakang'
4 s.. port blakang which lasts till 6/2/09.. (-_-,,)

may we'll find peace & success wherever we are..
sis7ers, together we proceed to success~!
:D
mode: seagull oops, the word belongs to fasiah... ~_~,,

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