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the coming 30th dec

it's a day where every PMR candidates's queries get the answer..
oh, i've been waiting for a long time to this.. but, the moment i read the news, i can sense my heartbeats no more.. cewah.. sort of lahh
im afraid. scared of an unexpected down moment. x_x. thinking about everybody's reactions. what would they say? is it compliments or ...
.'. im really feeling anxious on waiting for the day to come. red letter day for every candidates.
* oh if this gonna continue to happen, i can see my hands start to tremble, continuosly and uncontrollably just like che'ah. i am not being too much, am i?

so, to calm me down, i seek for the remedy in Al-Quran. Alhamdulillah, i found it. it is in Surah Baqarah : 277.

ِبِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ


إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ وَعَمِلُواْ ٱلصَّـٰلِحَـٰتِ وَأَقَامُواْ ٱلصَّلَوٰةَ وَءَاتَوُاْ ٱلزَّڪَوٰةَ لَهُمۡ أَجۡرُهُمۡ عِندَ رَبِّهِمۡ وَلَا خَوۡفٌ عَلَيۡهِمۡ وَلَا هُمۡ يَحۡزَنُونَ

Lo! those who believe and do good works an…

what you give..u get TAGGED~

yeah.. what i give i get back..
thanks to my friend fasihah who innocently stole this tag for me.. :)

Y O U...C A N...O N L Y...T Y P E...O N E...W O R D !N O...E X P L A N A T I O N S !
1. Yourself: here 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend-wife/husband: him 3.Your hair: secret 4. Your Clothes: starched 5. Your Father: great 6. Your Favorite Item: specs 7. Your dream last night: blank 8. Your Favorite Drink: everything 9. Your Dream Home: Paradise 10. The Room You Are In: bro's 11. Your Pet: oryx!! 12. ?? :P 13. Where you Want to be in Ten Years: there 14. Who you hung out with last nite: parents 15. What You're Not: nothing 16. Your Best Friend: her 17. One of Your Wish List Items: vaio 18. Your Gender: femininity 19. The Last Thing You Did: cursing 20. What You Are Wearing? clothes 21. Your Favorite Weather: cloudless! 22. Your Favorite Book: disney's 23. The Last Thing You Ate: raof's 24. Your Life: continues 25. Your Mood: cheerful 26. The last person you talked to on the phone: muna! 27. Who are you thinking about right now: …

lemah, kuatkan. Alhamdulillah

wahai teman-teman,
saya sekadar ingin berkongsi apa yang saya discover hari ni.. tiada makna lain yang tersirat melainkan sekadar peringatan kepada diri yang lemah ini
to think about what i've done before, i felt very helpless and lost. but, alhamdulillah, Allah helps me by giving me a chance to talk with my bff. with Allah's guidance, we discuss about what i've done and what should i do now.
Astaghfirullah..sama-samalah kita beristighfar semoga Allah ampunkan kita. Amin.

Dengan kalimah basmalah, Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Pengasih,
Kalam Allah yg bermaksud,
[yang dilaknati Allah, dan (syaitan) itu mengatakan,"aku pasti akan mengambil bahagian tertentu dari hamba-hambaMu,*

dan pasti akan ku sesatkan mereka, dan akan ku bangkitkan angan-angan kosong pada mereka, dan akan kusuruh mereka memotong telinga-telinga binatang ternak, (lalu mereka benar-benar memotongnya)**, dan akan aku suruh mereka mengubah ciptaan Allah, (lalu mereka benar-benar mengubahnya)***.&…

lov it, luv it, love it!!

i love my page.
hahaha..that's it.

believe it or not, i made it my self.. yeah, editing the html..thanks to ms moto' template, anyway.
it's up to u on what do you think when seeing lots of pooh graphics here in my blog.. =) coz i truly in craze with pooh since my childhood era.. hurmm.. and i know, im being childish all this while.. hahaha
i do really wonder, when will i stop being childish.. *gagagga* ;)

however, i have a problem where im being kinda selfish tonight but i dont want to. but, it keeps flashing in my mind where, -ahh forget it-..
ok, i admit im feeling quite uneasy when i view a friend's blog tonight.. where i saw my sweetheart there.. -_-
oh, come on! it's not only you who live in this world.. that's what my heart been saying to keep me cool.. and it do helps, a bit however.
to tell the truth, i have this it's-only-mine problem since in standard 1..-_- i get angry when i saw my friend colouring a bird in green where i know she copy mine. huh childis…

rombongan che nak~ [part 3]

lps sg buloh, the journey continued..
hujan lebat on da way and that makes me sleepy~ yawning all the time..
but, ada rasa la.. hurmm baik tidur je lahh.. nanti kat tapah bgtau

waking up, and saw tapah r&r sign but the bus keep on straight -_-

act, i buat lagi.. perangai pi depan..susah payah jalan goyang2 dlm bas, bgtau kat ayah & driver
"ayah.. satgi nak berenti kat mana?" "bukit gantang" "adik nak pi toilet *sengih kerang rebus*" driver: "ahh.. satgi sabar dulu" dlm hati, baeklah -_-
semua orang sengih gelak2 to me.. hurmm..i can smell kerang rebus scents all the way till i reach my seat.. x_x
lastly, dia benti kat tol ipoh utara [jelapang dulu].. dlm hati --l> akhirnya, benti jugak~~...
dah la hujan, sejuk, x tahan, bus benti jauh! redahla hujan lebat tu ke destinasi tandas dgn high heels pakai knuri tadi.. aduh seb baek x tergeliat
alahai, kuar ja toilet, ramai jugak join gelak~~
[*muna, igt masa pi tganu?? juniors: "nih..nih.…

rombongan che... [part 2]

wah~~..i can see sea of faces (+ heads too) are staring towards the stage.. *gulp lagii..* apalah nasib kna makan bradab kat sini
then, there come the waiters~ serving us like hehe tau lah kan.. I suap masuk mulut je, yg lain waiters bereskan.. makacih~
hurmm..mula2 ketar la jugak, but then chat dgn abg smbil makn, lega sket awkwardness tu.. hehe siap tambah nasi 2 pinggan lagi.. ahaks
note: daging hitam sedap, lebut jer tp...nantilah crita

lepas tu, photography takes place.. pnuh semua atas pentas.. ahaks.. seagull gakk la~

b4 balik, semua salam2 dgn kakak.. huhu... sedyh lagi rasanya tp bila tgk dia cute :) hilang rasa sedyh.. ahakss.. im happy & truly glad of her!
balik dpt lah beg sorang satu. frocher pon ada gakk.. hehe balik kekenyangan ke perlis plak~

sampai di sg buloh, lama gak benti.. ada org memerut.. ahahaha

rombongan... [part 1]

..yesterday's story..
it was my sis wedding yesterday, at kl. it was held in dwn dato ahmad razali ..hehe
merasa gak aku gi wedding kat dewan.ahaks *jakun* 2 degree relatives & family went there by bus lah~ about 9.30 pm btolak..hehe
bfore that, around after isya', my cousins reach my home to send my wa yah to my house (they dont join us).. and..somehow, my mom invite them to go along with us but they say,
"x pa lah~.. ada brapa lagi tmpat kosong??" "5 lagi.." "owh..sat nak pi mesyuarat"
and they went back to their car.. =). soon after that, she bring along her cousin lahh..and they do chit-chating (mesyuarat lahh) with everybody at the kitchen. but they still dont have the decision.. hurmm

when everybody see my bagS, they are all surprised. "isk..macam nak pi sminggu!" i was just like.. "hehe..*sengih kerang rebus* "

around 9.15 pm, when almost everybody here in my house, ready to wait for the bus, the cousin …

u'll be here in my heart

"You'll Be In My Heart" Come stop your crying It will be all right Just take my hand Hold it tight I will protect you from all around you I will be here Don't you cry For one so small,you seem so strong My arms will hold you,keep you safe and warm This bond between us Can't be broken I will be here Don't you cry 'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more You'll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be here in my heart, always Why can't they understandthe way we feel They just don't trust what they can't explain I know we're different but,deep inside us We're not that different at all And you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more Don't listen to them 'Cause what do they know We need each other,to have, to hold They'll see in time I know When destiny calls you You must be strong I may not be with you But you've got to hold…

it's about twilight -brief review

yeah, the book have been published long time ago ..2005.. and i've just read it.
if it's not my friend who send it to me, i wont ever know about it.

edward is in the picture above. and there's bella. they are truly in love although edward was kinda weird on the first day they met.
it's bad for bella to be in love with a vampire. a vampire who was born in chicago 1900. nonsense. -_-

'enough for forever'
because the love is blind, bella willingly want to become a vampire.. so that she wont be old ..always 17 untill 2999 maybe? just like edward & the cullens~
so, edward bit her under her throat
and there come, bella the vampire!kheee..! ;D <--vampire

i love to quote bella saying, “For some reason,
my temper was hardwired to my tear ducts. I usually cried when I was
angry, a humiliating tendency.”
it's just same to me. i remember how i cried horriblely in primary school because of a boy. -_- stupd that time.
so, does everyone cry when they're angry or it&#…

im 16.. and having a new other bro. who'd ever imagined this??

im 16.. and having a new other bro. who'd ever imagined this??
that's it, hanya Allah akan mengetahui; always hope for the best.

new year . new life . new form . new me

it's another 15 days left before the new 2009 year..
but it do really mean that im getting younger and life will become trickier as 16.
what i take as trickier to me are the sort of things to deal with such going to tuition *batu hempap*, being alone -ma sis is far far way there at the eastcoast -with her own family- that nobody can teach me. -_- even x sempat pon math ritu

last night, i spent my bedtime crying -malas nk ngaku-. i cant really find the reason but somehow i can tell that i'll be missing my sis so much after this! uh oh..what kind of feeling that strikes me// i dont know.
it's not that im not happy with her marriage [it's better this way (that she's married) than she's becoming an andartu NAUZUBILLAH!]. but.. i just cant accept all this in a sudden time. dulu, b4 kawen,…

alhamdulillah~! dah selamat

hari ni memang hari yg memenatkan -rushing here and there-...haha
but still, im happy to gain a new brother~!!.. but yet, im still afraid of losing my sis. NO WAY. it wont happen -i hope so.. anyway, im happy with my world :) my life full of happiness & joy

p/s: biarkan mereka60x di dunia mereka60x.. hahahaa :D

please, don't cry

when you are alone
when nobody cares for you
and just want to cry
it's useless

don't use your mouth to shout
nobody will notice you

do use your ears to hear
for almost everything even it's bad

when you use your eyes to cry
just remember
it's all useless
when nobody cares about you

satu hari di hari raya

kmarin, hari raya haji 1429H..
the day starts with my mother calling my name, waking me up, saying today is raya..
huhu..i went to the kitchen. and..there's no ketupat. no kuih raya. my dad & bro go no new baju rayas (sis, mom & I got 'saree' each :D). nobody coming (yes!). no every-raya routine (balik msjid makan ktupat rendang.)
it was like another weekend where everybody were very busy doing housechores
in fact, pagi raya pon still vacuuming..hehe trademark la tuu
at noon, my parents went to kenduri next to my house
and the best part of that day,
we all went to umah tok ton..where mak cik [i used to call cik], mak ngah, mak su [cuja], [cuji] pak su wat korban.. its really great to watch them cooking and chatting..hahah..we had 'lunch'[around 4 pm??] together at the outside of the's a nice felling with everybody there BUT the gulai daging tawar. daging bakar liat sket.
luckily, air asam was so superb! that i find myself sneezing all the time today b…

uh super sweet 16 [part1] thinking about my super sweet 16
what the sweet recipe that I've just discovered are how i love add math. my first impression: *nganga*..huhu. may u love me too. thank u for loving fasihah so much. ^_^ hope i can share the love too~ seagull <3>baru blajar kat fsihah the fangirl~my super first tuition is (will be) really best. teachers bersungguh2 nk ajar.. makacih~ i'll try for a month..and if sth wrong, blah! i really hope nothing wrong happen. i love to go for tuition classes. =)hurmm what's more to say..i think that's all for now. *hang*to be continue.. [if i found another sweetie!]seagull pon cantik

the genuine beauty @ kecantikan hakiki :)


Sabda Nabi Muhammad S.A.W yg bermaksud,
"sesungguhnya Allah itu cantik, dan suka pada kecantikan."

act, i've just read a teen fiction. it reveals the daily phenomena occuring among teenagers life lately. such a bad one. even bad things can happen in school (it's all starts from coupling). na'uzubillah. after reading this, how im really grateful that im schooling in all-girls school. Kangar Islamic National Girls School, to be exact =)
back to the point,
i found out that the couples tend to blossom when both are ..outgoing/talkative/bla2 maybe? -i dont have experience and dont want to.
so, what about the beauty? i believe it blossoms because of the first sight ..whoa! chantek giler..
yes, beauty is the main point. however, it's all syaitan strikes aka panahan syaitan IF the person is not really have the true beauty, rite?

here, i'd like to list down what i found out to be the genuine beauty, which are not in everyone unless hamba2 yg diizinkan Allah. may w…

chicken soupS

salam evrybdy..

uh oh! to think that the day is coming nearer..*gulp* and i still dont get any present for my sis.. uh oh again..
what should i buy?? i thought about giving her a pair of pjamas once but where to to find that stuff? so glad to live in perlis~~ till last night, wandering here and there, i spot a truly brilliant gift! Chicken Soup for the Bride's Soul
but MPH store is nowhere to be seen in perlis!! -musnah!- the nearest: sg ptani drive snirik x balik dah kot nanti..
what makes me feel i-cant-NEVER-get-the book is if i placed the order online, it will take 3-5 business days to reach my home. its ok but that mean, on this coming friday 5/12/08 (the day my sis come back) OR next tuesday, 10/12/08 or even 11/12 if they skip raya~.. huhu, can u all imagine, a courier come to my house on the eve of wedding feast with crowds there? kantoi la aku.. huh
'psl pa tu farah?' 'awat td dik ana?' 'kak phana buat gena' heh.
hahaha tensi!
so, i think i should…

what's in the name

hello there!
going to tell u what's behind this blog name.when i use cloudless phrase, doesn't mean that i dislike cloudsyou know what, i really love to watch the clouds and love it when the weather is cloudy

this is beautiful, isn't it? actually, i decide to use "bright ideas" at first.
but when i use the thesaurus for
bright-> clear -> cloudless la jadinya~
ideas becomes notions.
that's it.

im still disappointed to think that i didnt have time to upload the photos of the next post :(
how can i continue with this blog?!
writing merepek-ing stuff again, should i?